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I’m trapped in an isolated hell
And now I’m stuck under a spell
… I’m starting to believe this cannot end well

I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
But I just don’t want to live anymore either.

I often terrorize myself
Until I paralyze myself
It’s not good for my own mental health


Life will never make you happy
Only your attitude may

So remember every day
To breathe
And see
The hidden beauty

i don’t even know what it is im afraid of
But I am so scared

Chanel is my war paint

I may be full of demons but I shall become a saint

Reality is everything but me

But my contradictory personality

Is the intrepidity inside of me

And I will not become something I ain’t

tell the devil
thanks for punching me
i only fell forwards
– Mac Lethal
A knot up in your stomach means that something real’s coming. – MAC LETHAL

Why can’t I spit the words out?
The things I desperately need to talk about
To the only man
I know won’t let go
Who loves me so

I don’t fall. nor fail.

The only fear. is fear itself.
And I walk . deep within fear.
I used to get back up, but this time, I.am.in.free.fall.
I’m looking at the way down there
I’m staring through the I don’t care
It’s staring back at me
Slandering me to set myself free