I’m trapped in an isolated hell
And now I’m stuck under a spell
… I’m starting to believe this cannot end well
I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
But I just don’t want to live anymore either.
I often terrorize myself
Until I paralyze myself
It’s not good for my own mental health
Life will never make you happy
Only your attitude may
So remember every day
The hidden beauty
Chanel is my war paint
I may be full of demons but I shall become a saint
Reality is everything but me
But my contradictory personality
Is the intrepidity inside of me
And I will not become something I ain’t
thanks for punching me
i only fell forwards” – Mac Lethal
Why can’t I spit the words out?
The things I desperately need to talk about
To the only man
I know won’t let go
Who loves me so
The only fear. is fear itself.
And I walk . deep within fear.
I used to get back up, but this time, I.am.in.free.fall.
I’m looking at the way down there
I’m staring through the I don’t care
It’s staring back at me
Slandering me to set myself free